Way Back Into Love ..

Love this song and rhythm very much, the lyrics is meaningful too which speaks my inner voice for the moment....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ce_DxJFdgM4
I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need ‘em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

Tracking Back.....

a mockup traffic jam scene




tracking back the past on what's happening to my life since august....work, bad experience, work, birthday at work, making impossible possible. Right after I have a long shoot since Aug, I got myself into 3 jobs since then. 1st one out of the company that I used to be for the past year, a job for the biggest gas supplier in Malaysia, Petronas. It's a commercial about their various services. Not a good experience for me for the 1st time - 1st time working without a 3rd party cost, 1st time shooting rain scene with rain truck, 1st time running 5 petrol station within 3 days. Things changes last minute and leaving no room for reaction. As a perfectionist all the time, I'm starting to gave up and trying to let go gradually. Starting to ask myself to take it easy and follow the flow, anyhow it's just another job. However, got a chance to see BMW 5 series and also VW beatles car....unfortunately haven't got a chance to ride on the VW.





KL Skyline from Empire Tower



Next one is a tourism job and chicken essence...both from the same company which drags for a month and a half. Same thing, still prefer on the system that I used to be with. Finding it hard to familiarize myself with the no system system. Praying everyday wishing days past faster so that it won't torture me for so long. And finally it's over.....In between of this, had been having a sad birthday, with no one beside me celebrating for me for the 1st time after all these years. Luckily I had to prepare for the pre-pro meeting and got my time occupied. Anyhow, after I finished these 2 tiring jobs, I treated myself with my 'dream' camera - Nikon D80. Joined a photography club too to learn and explore more on photography, hopefully to get my skills brush up with it....